MY PAIN GAIN

She is not like
This is not happiness
She is my blight
In my day
She stopped the sun
Now I can't tell day from night
She is a predator
Am her prey
Someone save me
Before I self destruct

I write for my woes
I cry for my pain
I want nothing back
I gave up freedom
Let pain be my refuge
Tis love gone sour
This is happiness in disguise
I asked for today
Instead I got tomorrow

Save my unwillingness
Save my pain
Restore my strength
And tell not my tale
This is not the story I intended
This is my heart speaking